Waking Up...
Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 8:47 am
Well, whatever happened ytd, would be a learning point for me. I've woken up from my mind and moving on into reality. Im changing to a new person now. Let the old me be forgotten. Bcz of what happen in the past, it actually taught me how to be stronger eventhough at most times, i just feel that i wana break down and cry my whole heart out. But, its amazing how from one incident or from one mistake, you could learn from the other mistake as well. If you're wondering what i mean, i think you just try to understand it cz i dun noe how to explain it to you guys. Well, certainly, the past made me shed tears and the same time, laughter. But, what the heck... Its the past. Well, today, i'm opening up a new book... Burning the old one away. Burning the negative ways away. Guess it's Hasta La Vista to all of those. Guess, now I would start afresh from A-Z. But, I would certainly not forget all those people who have motivated and inspired me to excel and move on, and being patient with me, especially to Juli. Thnks a whole heaps. For that, I would still keep it in my mind...Ok... Moving on! I SO HAVE TO BUCK UP! Lots of things to improve... Studies Especially, Friendships with Family and Friends, Oh, haha... My Weight and Health, The trust with Everyone, especially with my dear Cadets and Peers, And the most important thing, Find An Answer To All My Doubts And Trouble, And to improve more in my religious wise. And be more organize with things around and also to be more patient and manage my time and anger well. Wallah! That's a Whole Heap of stuffs for me to do. Worse than doing my chores... Haha.Well, look forward to meeting my friends on Monday and Esp Nat,Qasha, Amirah, Fizah, Fareesha And Fiqa. And Of course, My SJAB Peers( Sec 3s). They always cheer me up no matter what. I miss them, though i just met them on Friday. Haha. Mdm Saleha taught us Sec 3s lots of things, more to patience and endurance, from the talk that we had with her on Friday. Thanks to her, I hope that the other Sec3s and me myself would have the confidence to move on with pride. Haha... I made it sound as if we are all going to war. But, its some sort of likedat.Well, just so sorry if I would not be updating my blog almost everyday, but its like once or twice a week. Reason being, I'm very busy whatsmore with my Mid-yr examinations coming up and also my religious class examinations, I can hardly breathe at all. Hah. But I'm glad that i have my friends from both, Jyss and Andalus to help me out, together with the teachers and my ustazah. Ifnot, I can't catch up with all my works.Well, gtg now. Got to do my chores, then my homeworks and revision. Amor Et Melle Et Felle Est Fecunclissmismus( In Latin)- Which just means, Love Is Rich With Both Honey & Venom...~ I think I have A Big Time Crush On You And Ur Cute Ways~Labels: A learning Point
