What The Heck...
Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 1:48 pm
Another simple day passing by... Feeling very bored and yawning almost every minute... Didn't go for madrasah today cz I am not really feeling that well and whatsmore with this stupid abdominal cramp... Promise my mum to go nxt weeek so, no choice, I have to cancel the trip nxt Sat and attend madrasah. It's not that i do not want to attend madrasah but, I just feel tired most of the time and not feeling well lately (thou, I look perfectly healthy...), it's just this 'girl' stuffs kinda thing. If you know what i mean... Okay, I'm starting to talk crap...
Well, basically for now, I got nothing to do so I've decided to blog... I'm alone at home and mann, it's very very BORING... Well, planning to go and study my Chem and Bio ltr on...I so have to start studying and No More Slacking... All these hmwks and projects are driving me nuts... Argh! Can lyke someone teach me how to plan my time well? CCA... Lots of Problems arrising... I so lyke have to help the others solve these probs before it gets worser. Can my lyfe be any greater?
Hmm... I notice something... Not only am I turning nuts, I'm having mood swings. Great.
Okay... So far I've been typing rubbish... Well, planning to go out with that someone... Maybe to the beach or something... Just wanna go to a place that I could just chill out...
I so totally miss my best buddies...
Natasha
Aqasah
Amirah
Afiqah
Iqah
Yana
Nina
Fareesha
My E1 and E2 buddies...
The Sec 3's Sjab members (they always make me laugh till i cry)
Actually... I miss everyone! Near and Far... =(
LOL... That's lyke so random...Guess I'll be stopping here, before I'm starting to type more rubbish and go nutty...
The Truth About Me, by Navid M. Melo(grab this from a website)
I hate looking myself in the mirror,
I hate knowing I have fear,
I hate seeing what isn't there,
I hate feling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,
I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,
With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and i cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what i let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart.
~ Always Treasure Your Love Ones Before They Step Out Of Your Life And You Will Regret ~
