Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 10:21 am
Well, as you've notice, i've changed my song to End Of The Road by Boys II Men. This song has a lot of wonderful meaning hidden behind it ( for those of you who have gone or watch the Off Centre play by Haresh Sharma). This song is very very wonderful. However, when i'm listening to this song, I do quite wonder, what does " Although We've Come To The End Of The Road " really means. However, besides all this thoughts, I still adore the song soo much. It brings tears to my eyes, hearing this song.
Currently, rotting at home. I'm not planning to start on my revisions yet, I nid to put a pause to studying for like abt 1 weeek. Haha. Currently, also, it sucks. I think i'm having another stomach flu cz I can't stuff anything inside my mouth cz abt 1-2 hrs later, it will end up in the toilet bowl. Get what I mean? So, from Tues all the way till today, I AM VERY VERY HUNGRY! For three days, so far I can only eat two meals. Sad rite? I hate it when my stomach flu comes. I feel hungry, therefore I eat and as soon as you know it, I'll be either vomitting or shitting it all out again in a matter of 1-2 hrs. It sucks. Maybe you guys will think, how can my food get digested so fast, but if you were in my place, you'll know how dreadful it truely is. Tapi bagus jugak eh, boleh kuruskan badan. Haha. I remember there's this time, where the doc says that i have digestive probs and it's true. And I also hate it cz every month, It will either be that I have one of my digestive probs again or I have gastric or stomach flu. Y oh Y must I have this kind of things bothering me. Haha, as you know, i love to munch and munch once in a while. And it's hard to get rid of all this fats, cz IT IS IN THE GENES, for heavens sake. I don't know whether my doc is saying the truth or trying to make me better, but she says that fats that comes from the genes, or something like that is quite hard to get rid off, cz once again, it's in the genes. So, you know, how much I nid to struggle with this pains, eating habits and trying to cut down on my weight. But, someday, somehow, I'll lose all these stubborn fats. People do keep on teasing me about my appearence and all but who cares? I mean at some time I can get emotional and do care about it, bvt at times, I'll be like having this mindset, " I am who I am. If you think I'm too fat and ugly, just bust off . I'm happy with being who I am cz behind these fats, I believe that I am Special just like how others are special in their own way. And I love myself regardless of whether I'm fat or thin. If I say, I love being plump and fat, So what, it's me, it's not you." Yea, so you see, this mindset, helps me to move thru all those teasing and at most times, critisism. Sometimes, I do find people who kept on saying I'm Fat and all quite pathetic cz they do not know how to appreciate themselves when in fact, they look nice and gorgeous and hunky and handsome. Try having my kind of body, then u'll know how u feel when people that are way thinner than you keep on complaining in front of your face. Oh well, i've typed too much, and I gtg now. Ciao people! N btw, i'm not intending to offend anyone, really.
Just love being yourself and accept you and others for who you and them really are. And just keepthose smiles coming. N Today's the Sec 4 graduation day. I'm gonna miss them a lot, esp my SJAB seniors. Thou we argue and all, we've gone thru a lot together. I'm really gonna miss them.
Well, once again, keep on smiling and Ciao! (;Labels: End Of The Road?
