Saturday, May 09, 2009 @ 9:46 am
Gosh,rain in the morning today was damn freaky. I was in my fantasy world when the freaking thunder woke me up. I then sat on my bed, and laughed. Crazy it seems, but,I rmb what Ghaz said that time, seeding ppl with Mdm Irma's period. He kept on saying," Gosh,God is really angry with us lah cher ". Cz before that,we were talking abt the theme rain and what rain symbolises to you. It's an interesting theme to discuss abt. When I sat down there and thought abt it, it seems more like death is nearer. Rain always freaks me out, especially,the real heavy ones, with the loud thunders and lightning. Really... I mean,drizzles are ok, but not the raining cats and dogs,like no way. And I hate getting drenched bcz of the rain. Rain... Such an interesting subject to talk abt. Gosh,I'm already missing Mdm Irma's periods. Didn't had one ytd bcz of the freaking exams. I dun understand why we have to had Mid-Year, but, guess it kinda help,a little. Mdm Irma's lesson,especiay Lit, always was awesome. I practically enjoyed doing Lit, and enjoyed the lesson, so I would hate going to school if there's no Lit on that day. Real bummer yea. Lit is my life! Lit rocks! =)
Gosh,having tution in half an hour time. What a bummer! Skipping madrasah today. Going my aunt's house to study with my cousin. =) Oh boy, will my ustazah get mad at me. But, who cares? Wtf, I still have lots more to go in Geog and Bio. Ergh! What an awesome combination. And Bio is so like ____. ( Fill in the blank yourself lah eh). I mean Chem is ok. A little bit better. I guess I just love language....
"I need a hug. Will anyone hug me? I need a sense of touch. Now, I know what Vinod feels like in Off-Centre. Real terrible,I guess. I do not know what's my centre. But thank god, I'm not suffering from schizophrenia or severe depression, or what ppl nowadays call it, bi-polar disorder. Thank God. I'm missing a lot of ppl, but they just seems to go further and further and further apart from me. Too busy to even acknowledge, perhaps. Oh well, what Mdm Irma said is true. The higher you are, the more successful you are, the more apart you are from the normal world, normal life. Guess it's true lah eh."
