Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 9:19 pm
Well, haha, turns out that I didn't went out with them at all! Which is sad. At the very last hour bfr the meeting time, I got a very hellish stomach and abdomen cramp. It's really crappy! Oh well, some other time, mebe aft I'm back this Sun, and the following week would be nice to meet them.
Back from Terengganu and it was hell lotsa fun! I 'm starting to miss the feeling already! And I miss the time spent with my family and bibik and Wak Nim and Ibu Leng and Cik Sari and aso Aki and Wan back at Terengganu. Had lotsa laughter! Hmm... Going to Melaka tmr and will be back on the Sunday. I have a strong urge not to go simply cz m really exhausted to the bones. And furthermore, after 5 days spent with my aunts and uncle, suddenly it feels so boring to just go on a holiday with just my family, cz it won't be that meriah and full of laughters. And, yeah... I just don't have the mood to go, but m force to, cz most impt thing, my cousin is getting married on the Sunday. So yeah...
Hmm... On the other hand, I'm feeling quite depressed thinking about 'O' Level results, which will be realeased next month. OMG! I know I shud put it aside for a while, but... It's just killing me, silently. What if I don't do well as expected? :( But, for what I know, whatever were to happen, I have to accept the fact, and move on for whatever good or bad thing there is. If the future does't seems to be good, I have to make it good. I have to keep moving forward. I learnt my lesson quite a whole lot from 'O' Level, and I made a promise that I will buck up and be more than ever determined to study. That really is my new year resolution. And I won't leave it untouched.
Back from hols, I'll go job hunting... Or mebe not. There's a one job option open, it's just whether I'll grab it or not. My friends are complaining abt working and most of them quit. Hmm...
I don't think it's necessary to have a boyfriend now, but, as a normal teen, I do have the feeling for the opp sex. It's normal. Haha, forget abt it. Blehh... It's been ages since my best friend was a dude. Like during primary school. I like to have a guy bestie. It's diff. But any-ho-how, I love my besties as they are right now!
And I soooo wanna go out with Kak Juli and Debbie! :) Miss you guys!
Now, hitting off to bed. Gotta get up early and head off to Melaka tmr. Ciao babies! Take good care of yourself!
Love, Khat :)Labels: Full of Emotions...
